May. My last month in Rwanda. In four weeks I'll be in London. In five weeks, California. Until this weekend I have tried to avoid the thoughts of packing and good-byes that must come soon, but I believe it is time to prepare for these realities.
Why I am sad:
I am leaving a beautiful country and city, with no current plans to return.
I am leaving students who have impacted me far greater than I could have ever expected. They are each a joy and blessing that will forever be precious memories for my soul. God sure knew what He was doing when He put us together for this year.
I am leaving a community of brothers and sisters who have shown me love, generosity, and friendship. I am grateful to have shared this year with men and women who are like-minded, and like-hearted, though we come from different backgrounds and experiences.
I am leaving a place where it is easy to remember and depend on God daily in all of life’s circumstances. Life is easier here (and by easy, I do not mean convenient!), as there is less noise and materialistic distractions. It has been a good rest for my soul to not have to daily fight my own culture.
Why I am excited:
I am coming home to my dearly missed family and friends. I am so grateful for their love and support while I have been off on this adventure for 10 months.
I am going to travel a lot over the summer to see many loved ones, attend weddings, and see many beautiful places in the US.
Food! American food! And by American, I mean Chinese and Mexican! ;)
I love the ocean, and I can’t wait to go walk the shores and listen to the waves again.
It is a sure thing that this year has changed a lot about how I view the world, and has challenged me to grow in many ways. I am excited to see how I can use these experiences to further the purpose of my teaching and life back home.
I knew this school year would go fast, and indeed, it speeds on!
Blessings~
Great post, Jenn. Well put. I'll be praying for you as I remember just how hard it is to leave a continent of people you love...not knowing when or if you'll ever see them again. It's tough. Love ya, Pepper
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